What Have I Learned!

Well here I am again finally!
Not use to this blog stuff yet in keeping up but I guess each person works at their own pace.
These past few weeks have been challenging but I am thankful for each day one step at a time.
What I have learned is that I can be selfish at times.  Having alot of demands on me reminds me of when I was a young mother.  My husband, Dan, can't help it that he depends on me alot since having shoulder surgery.  My name is called alot and its not mommy!!!  Sandy can you help me, Sandy can you scratch my back, Sandy can you put my socks on, Sandy Sandy Sandy.  I have been spoiled by my husband because he helps with the garbage, dishes, laundry, bills, and grocery shopping etc and now I have to do all this by myself along with driving a school bus.  I guess after 4 surgeries in 2 yrs, this has made me weary until I call upon the Lord in my times of trouble and He heard me! 
His burden is light and I am making it heavy!  I tell myself that this too will pass!  It's only for a looooong season!  There is a light at the end of the tunnel.  I think it's easier to have little children depend on you. 
So, I take a deep breath and I run to the bathroom and I ask God for His patience and strength to keep going with my mouth shut!  And I know that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!
My husband is a good patient.  He is getting better and better at being patient with me.  Oh how he loves me and I love him no matter what!  So with that I have learned to be a better servant like Christ!!!